yh eliza is off preschool normally she goes every morning 9;15 till 11;45 and she loves it, she is very bright for her age and trying to keep her mind busy and occupied is realy hard, especially finding things she can do and charlie can do too, al the things she likes to do is arty stuff - painting gluing play dough etc, all the things charlie hasnt got the hang of!! he just has no interest in it at all (apart from eating glue, paint play dough etc lol) its funny as soon as eliza could hold a paint brush she love to paint, charlie, well he just dont get it lol bless him!!!
i am dreading the holidays being over though, charlie will be startting in a creche for 2 mornings a week, i figured it might be good for him, but i am really feeling bad about it, i am only doing it purely for his benefit, but everone keeps saying oh that'll be nice you'll get a nice break 2 mornings a week, and im like noo i dont want to leave him, i feel bad i never left eliza at his age, but i do think he needs it and it'll do him good, just cant help but feel bad about it, think i'll cry more on the first day than him!!!! soppy me!!! lol it'll be interesting in sept when eliza starts big school!!! (i also hate to think about that!!!) god i am terrible!!!!